January 2012
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December 2011
54 posts
December 16th
I swear, I eat one bad thing and I gain a pound. I have the metabolism of a sloth. Body, you’re getting what you deserve today. Nothing but diet pills.
This feels like a lifelong battle that I’ll never win.
December 7th, 2011
Exam week: Nearly an all nighter + a whole day and a half til the next exam = 14 hours of sleep. I made up for the bad eating yesterday, yes sir.
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December 6th, 2011
I’ve been bad today.
I’ll make up for it.
December 6th, 2011
Weighed in at 253 today.
Down from 255.
This is exhausting.
December 5, 2011
My student account at college is on hold because I can’t pay my balance of my expensive as fuck art supplies. uhhh…no more gym for me.
December 5, 2011 1:02pm
200 calories so far today since I got up at 8:30ish.
December 4, 2011 7:48pm
I did so good yesterday and today I just sucked. lol. I feel like making myself throw up. I might be imagining things but I swear I feel a new stretch mark coming in, not that it matters, I have about 40,000 deep red ones.
December 5, 2011 8:47am
Shouldnt have ate after working out yesterday, I lost nothing.
December 5, 2011 12:12pm
Today I feel the toll of losing my job back at the end of September. I feel like a burden to everyone, always needing money.
Just went grocery shopping with my boyfriend and bought everything horrible for me. sweet. :|
Sometimes I wish...
Sometimes I wish that I would be brainwashed by all this just so I could lose weight. My boyfriends ideal size for a girl is a size 10. YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW OLD I WAS THE LAST TIME I WAS A SIZE 10? Twelve. Years. Old.
